-xoxo
Queen A
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
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I know i haven't posted chapter 12 and its been a while but I'm sorry i had a lot to do and stuff , and ya ! xD i am working on chapter 12 and i am planing on making long enough but i might not be posting it tomorrow, i might post it on the week end or something :)
Thursday, May 24, 2012
Chapter 11
Previously N♕: Kay good luck :*
Chapter 11
Note : this chapter is not a flash back, it is when Sara is 17 (you will understand if you read chapter1)
The same day last year was the best day of my life, it was as I called it “That lucky day” I decided to go back to Al mimzar to remember our good times and happy memories. I felt nothing, all I remember was him I didn’t feel sad because he has always made me happy. It was sunset I sat in the same exact place I did last year, remembering everything was to hard I started to tear. I saw someone from the corner of my eye so I wiped my tears and took out my phone. That person came to me and said “I m sorry” I turned around and couldn’t believe my eyes “ 7amad?” he looked at me and gave me flowers and chocolate shaped hearts just like the movies “ You think u could win me back with chocolate, you broke me 7amad and I will never NEVER forgive you” I stood up and started to cry, iwalked passed him and called the driver to pick me up.
Now I’m laying on bed so confused, should I forgive him, no I cant after all he has done, how could he! I couldn’t hold the tears anymore I let it all out . I got a call Nora what does she want she didn’t talk to me since 7amad and me broke up
Me: Aloo alsalm 3laykm
Nora: w 3alykm 2salam, Sara?
Me: Ya what do you want.
Nora: Sara ism3eeny mb ma3nata ina u and 7amad are over our friendship is over i…
Me: Ism3ee you were and you are still my best friend, remember last year this day was the best day of my life incase you forgot ill send you the chat we had that night kay ?
Nora: okay bye !
Me: Bye J!
I sent Nora the chat ;
[Sara A♡ : PING!!!
· PING!!!
· PING!!!
· PING!!!
· PING!!!
N♕: SHU?!!! Ha what do you want !
Sara A♡ : I’m in LOVE :$
N♕: seriously -.-“
Sara A♡ : Wallah 7amood is soo sweet he makes me feel like I’m the only girl in the world.
N♕: Ya okay and your telling me this why ?
Sara A♡ : Aren’t you happy 4 me ? ;(
N♕: I’m glad !!! I hope he marries you and gets out of the house.
Sara A♡ ::$ aww
· GTG he’s coming
N♕: Kay good luck :*
· Ayy hathoo 7amood rad el bait shu stwa ?
Sara A♡ : Mashay we just talked about stuff :D
N♕: What kinds of stuff :>
Sara A♡ : Enty w hal m5 laish ina dom tafkeerch ‘3ala6 uff
· We just talked about life whats he doin and stuff
N♕: il mhm ina ur happy and if your happy im happy
· IM JUST SO HAPPY FOR U 2!! :* ]
I sent it to Nora and she really made my day by calling me and saying that she remembered it, she also said that she wants the old besties and the best part of it all is that she said “I’m sorry “
Chapter 10
Perviously
7amad: GN 7abybty :*
Me : GN 7ayatee
Oh good how much I really LOVE him.
Chapter 10
I tweeted “at al mimzar , el jaww 7lww <3!” I was really into this song I wanted to dance, but I cant cuz its wrong for a young lady like me to do so -.-“. I was slowing down and then this guy comes out of nowhere and hits my shoulder and walks away, my reaction was to scream “ ayy inta a3ma wla shu ?! “ then I got a text from 7amad
Me: OMG 7amood sa5eef !! ;;)
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Chapter 9
Previously
I couldn’t feel my hand and FELL ON 7amad !!
I didn’t know what to do I fell but the problem was I fell
and we were facing each other I couldn’t keep my eyes of his amazing eyes. I
stood up and said “asfa wall aim sorry walla allah , sam7nee I have to go”
I called my driver and waited out side.
The door opened “ Sara mastwa shay elmhm
ina ur okay , look at me “ I turned and looked at him “ ana el mafroo’6
at2asaf, I cant help not falling in love with you your just too amazing, I can
understand if u don’t want to be with me 3adee ill deal with it” “7amad I-“
“hathoo ur driver is here, and here’s my number so call me maybe?” I laughed and
took his # , jumped in the car with a huge smile.
I couldn’t sleep I called nora she answerd “ Noroh laish
et97een?” I was surprised that she was sad “an- ana asfaa walla I didn’t want u
to leave inty t-t3arfeen in-ina ur my best friend and I love you please”
“basech ma95ara, a9lan it worked out at the end thanks to u “ “what happened?”
“7amood 36anee ra8ma bss “ “bss call him ill close al7een trust me I know u
like him and im totally okay with it call him yalla bye !” ha ? she was okay
with it I decided not call him so I texted him
Me: Hii, its Sarah J
7amad: So u decided to text me, why ?
Me: 7aram ya3nee akalmk I thought u were sleeping ;)
7amad : marmt argd L
Me: Laish :’(
7amad: afaker feech :$
I felt like I knew him I felt like I could tell him anything
we stayed chatting for about an hour then he told me to sleep cuz it was too
late !
7amad: GN 7abybty :*
Me : GN 7ayatee
Oh good how much I really LOVE him.
Chapter 8
Previously
That long week passed and its time for Nawary’s sweet 16 !!!
Chapter 8
I was the first to arrive, I really didn’t want to see 7amad. I called Nawary to come out side because I was shy to go in alone. Nawary told me that he was still home, so I just put down her gift and sat on the couch to wait for the others .“wait here baser ayeeb el cake from the shop kay ?” “la bayee wyach please “ “al7een gom Farah yayeen maybe 5-10 minutes “ “FINE!!” |’Noura left and just as the car drove off I heard footteps I leaned a little to see who it was, UFF 7amad !! OMG he looked soo hot “ esalam 3alaykm” “wa 3alykm esalam “ I made sure he could hear me. “ halla sarah sh7alch ?” “im fine thanks “ “chfty Nora?” “haih twa 6l3at batseer teeb el cake J “oh okay I have to go ma3aesalama “ “Bye !!”
This party was soo fun I didn’t think about him!! Everyone
started to leave it was only me, Noora and Mimi we were playing twister when
7amad walked in. “ esalam” “Halla 7amood batel3ab with us twister?” Nora told
him then looked at me and winked “ana faree8 sarah!” okay that was weird bss
still cute so YAAY ! “left hand on blue” mimi was the arrow person then Nora
took it from her and said “right leg red” OMG I was about to fall , Nora is soo
gunna pay !! >:o “right hand red “ I was litteraly on top of him thank god I
didn’t fall “left leg green” walla ma9a5teeha Nora ill see, bayee yomch ! I was thinking of what I was going to say to
her but then I couldn’t feel my hand and FELL ON 7amad !!
That long week passed and its time for Nawary’s sweet 16 !!!
Chapter 8
I was the first to arrive, I really didn’t want to see 7amad. I called Nawary to come out side because I was shy to go in alone. Nawary told me that he was still home, so I just put down her gift and sat on the couch to wait for the others .“wait here baser ayeeb el cake from the shop kay ?” “la bayee wyach please “ “al7een gom Farah yayeen maybe 5-10 minutes “ “FINE!!” |’Noura left and just as the car drove off I heard footteps I leaned a little to see who it was, UFF 7amad !! OMG he looked soo hot “ esalam 3alaykm” “wa 3alykm esalam “ I made sure he could hear me. “ halla sarah sh7alch ?” “im fine thanks “ “chfty Nora?” “haih twa 6l3at batseer teeb el cake J “oh okay I have to go ma3aesalama “ “Bye !!”
Sunday, May 20, 2012
Chapter 7
Previously
I am afraid I will loose my friend!
Chapter 7
“Sarah please el
film mallal, ta3alee ill buy you ice cream ;)” I looked at Nora and back at him
but his face was too adorable to say no, so I went with him. I was scared but
happy at the same time. You know the feeling you get when you don’t know
someone very well and you stay silent for so long that it becomes awkward, ya that’s
how I’m feeling now. “shfeech, laish sakta ?” “la mashay, its just…” “awkward
9a7?” “ well ya kinnda” “okay 5alna nerja3 gabel la y5al9 el flm” “kay !” we
when back to the theater, Nora didn’t even realize we were gone”
That long week
passed and its time for Nawary’s sweet 16 !!!
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Chapter 6
Previously
I'm On my way! See u there bye !" "chao :*!"
Chapter 6
I can hear my heart beating Fast. Boom boom bo-boom I'm nervous, So freakin' nervous!!! I saw him on the other side of the theater he was soo sexy ! I almost fainted. "This is going to be interesting, we are watching The Cabin in the Woods you know" 7amad sat in the middle, which he promised he will.
When the scary parts came up I tried not to grab his hand but this one SCARED ME 2 DEATH ! I grabbed his hand without realizing it and put it close to my heart, he felt my heart beat and I heard him say "lat5afeen ela flim may5awf" he look at nora and back at me and said " law tbain ngdar n6la3, Noorooh mndamja bl movie she will never notice" I didn't know what to do as much as I wanted to go with him, I am afraid I will loose my friend!
I'm On my way! See u there bye !" "chao :*!"
Chapter 6
I can hear my heart beating Fast. Boom boom bo-boom I'm nervous, So freakin' nervous!!! I saw him on the other side of the theater he was soo sexy ! I almost fainted. "This is going to be interesting, we are watching The Cabin in the Woods you know" 7amad sat in the middle, which he promised he will.
When the scary parts came up I tried not to grab his hand but this one SCARED ME 2 DEATH ! I grabbed his hand without realizing it and put it close to my heart, he felt my heart beat and I heard him say "lat5afeen ela flim may5awf" he look at nora and back at me and said " law tbain ngdar n6la3, Noorooh mndamja bl movie she will never notice" I didn't know what to do as much as I wanted to go with him, I am afraid I will loose my friend!
Monday, May 14, 2012
Chapter 5
Previously
"I'm fine Nora, let go to class. Bye 7amad :)"
Chapter 5
"so shu gal 7amad?" probably he would have said no cause I'll be there, but with the smile on Nora's face I knew something was up. "he said that I'm noisy 2w ina he doesn't want to sit next to me, ba3ain giltla inshallah wain bateels gal 3ind sarooh ;) " OMG I was smiling so hard that my face hurt. I saw him coming towards us, I wanted to avoid him until tonight bss I couldn't , "sh7alch Sara? Bateen el film wyana 9a7?" I couldn't look at his face he was too adorable , I looked at the ground and said "b5air el7emdella, hai akeeed I'm coming " when I looked up to wave at nawary, he winked and walked to the car.
After I got home from school I saw a BBM from Nawary
N♕: U two disgust me :s xD !
Sara A♡ : ha? Me and who ?
N♕: Ba3ad who I'm talking about 7amood !
Sara A♡ : Laish you're the one who agreed to "go to this movie with him" so I can have this moment with him.
N♕: I know bss .. How bout u call me I can't do this over BBM
I was like okay that was weird she never wanted me to call her bss ok whatever "wazzap norooh ?!" "hala Wallah, I have never heard you talk like this in years!" OMG that's not nora "7amad!! Ina matst7ee 3a wayhk?!" " assf bss b'3ait asma3 9o6ch mn zmaan ma tkalmna " I was blushing my whole face was red !! I heard a voice I'm the background " 7amood inta mnu tkalem?! Hatt talphoney al7ena yal chalb!!" " Umm Sara sorry I have to go see u tonight " then he hung up.
I was getting ready to go to DFC with Nora and 7amad when I heard the phone ring "aloo?" "Sarooh , t7raitch matsaween Hal 5arabee6 bss I guess I don't know my best friend as well as I thought " "inshallah ana sHu msawya ?!!" "Why did u call 7amad ?" "wallah el3a'6eem Ina ho gallu fl BBM match go check " " inzain 5ala9 I believe u !" " y'all a the movie starts at 7 intu waynch?" "I'm On my way! See u there bye !" "chao :*!"
"I'm fine Nora, let go to class. Bye 7amad :)"
Chapter 5
"so shu gal 7amad?" probably he would have said no cause I'll be there, but with the smile on Nora's face I knew something was up. "he said that I'm noisy 2w ina he doesn't want to sit next to me, ba3ain giltla inshallah wain bateels gal 3ind sarooh ;) " OMG I was smiling so hard that my face hurt. I saw him coming towards us, I wanted to avoid him until tonight bss I couldn't , "sh7alch Sara? Bateen el film wyana 9a7?" I couldn't look at his face he was too adorable , I looked at the ground and said "b5air el7emdella, hai akeeed I'm coming " when I looked up to wave at nawary, he winked and walked to the car.
After I got home from school I saw a BBM from Nawary
N♕: U two disgust me :s xD !
Sara A♡ : ha? Me and who ?
N♕: Ba3ad who I'm talking about 7amood !
Sara A♡ : Laish you're the one who agreed to "go to this movie with him" so I can have this moment with him.
N♕: I know bss .. How bout u call me I can't do this over BBM
I was like okay that was weird she never wanted me to call her bss ok whatever "wazzap norooh ?!" "hala Wallah, I have never heard you talk like this in years!" OMG that's not nora "7amad!! Ina matst7ee 3a wayhk?!" " assf bss b'3ait asma3 9o6ch mn zmaan ma tkalmna " I was blushing my whole face was red !! I heard a voice I'm the background " 7amood inta mnu tkalem?! Hatt talphoney al7ena yal chalb!!" " Umm Sara sorry I have to go see u tonight " then he hung up.
I was getting ready to go to DFC with Nora and 7amad when I heard the phone ring "aloo?" "Sarooh , t7raitch matsaween Hal 5arabee6 bss I guess I don't know my best friend as well as I thought " "inshallah ana sHu msawya ?!!" "Why did u call 7amad ?" "wallah el3a'6eem Ina ho gallu fl BBM match go check " " inzain 5ala9 I believe u !" " y'all a the movie starts at 7 intu waynch?" "I'm On my way! See u there bye !" "chao :*!"
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Chapter 4
Previously
I am screaming from the inside but I don't want to do this in front of his friends he'll hate me forever!!
Chapter 4
It was Sunday, ugggghh I really wasn't in the mood for school! " Yalla Sara wake up, aboody and khalood already wake up" "inzain 5ala9 I'm awake!! Rinda please bring my uniform" "okay but first wake up" "okay okay just bring the uniform" 3abdulla and 5aled are my 7 year old twin brothers, I mean they look exactly alike but I'm prettier, DUH !
I got to school and saw Nora and her sister Mimi, geting out of the car, I wanted to go to her but I was shy because of her brother 7amad. I waited by the front door, I mean does it take for ever to get here !! I turned around and hit someone in front of me, thankfully I didn't fall but all of my books fell. The guy helped me get my stuff and said "We have to stop meeting like this." I smiled and said "ya I agree" "Sarooh are u okay ?!!" Nawary finally came,screaming. 7amad look at her like WTF "Ya3nee shu basaweelha bachtlha mathalan ?!"
"I'm fine Nora, let go to class. Bye 7amad :)" He waved and walked away in the other direction.
I am screaming from the inside but I don't want to do this in front of his friends he'll hate me forever!!
Chapter 4
It was Sunday, ugggghh I really wasn't in the mood for school! " Yalla Sara wake up, aboody and khalood already wake up" "inzain 5ala9 I'm awake!! Rinda please bring my uniform" "okay but first wake up" "okay okay just bring the uniform" 3abdulla and 5aled are my 7 year old twin brothers, I mean they look exactly alike but I'm prettier, DUH !
I got to school and saw Nora and her sister Mimi, geting out of the car, I wanted to go to her but I was shy because of her brother 7amad. I waited by the front door, I mean does it take for ever to get here !! I turned around and hit someone in front of me, thankfully I didn't fall but all of my books fell. The guy helped me get my stuff and said "We have to stop meeting like this." I smiled and said "ya I agree" "Sarooh are u okay ?!!" Nawary finally came,screaming. 7amad look at her like WTF "Ya3nee shu basaweelha bachtlha mathalan ?!"
"I'm fine Nora, let go to class. Bye 7amad :)" He waved and walked away in the other direction.
Chapter 3
Previously
I looked at him clearly " 7amad ?!"
Chapter 3
I was shocked as he was, "Sara? Mb inty rbee3at e5ty Nawary? Why are you in a shock?!! " " la a-ana mb shocked.." "wain Nora ?" Nawary heard him , put on a fake smile and said "Hi 7amood" he told her to switch places with me and continued to watch the movie.
I wasn't here for the movie I just came for him, he was my movie :) . "bss la6al3een!" wispered Nawary carefully so that her brother won't hear us. That's when I had to go back to reality, oh how much I loath reality, I wish that I could go back to fairytales and fantasies where I am the princess and he is my prince. "Nora ana baroo7 el 7amam bateen ?" " Yalla 2mshay ".
As soon as we were far away from him Nora said " I've seen the way you look at him ;) " " Noroooh !!! ... Does he have a girl friend?" "Not that I know of, no" " I can't finish the movie with him RIGHT THERE !! " " 7abebty if u love him, sit beside him and make a move. " "Kaif ?" "As much as I'm completely disgusted, I'll say this... " Oh my gosh I can't believe this he likes me :$, I am screaming from the inside but I don't want to do this in front of his friends , he'll hate me forever!!
I looked at him clearly " 7amad ?!"
Chapter 3
I was shocked as he was, "Sara? Mb inty rbee3at e5ty Nawary? Why are you in a shock?!! " " la a-ana mb shocked.." "wain Nora ?" Nawary heard him , put on a fake smile and said "Hi 7amood" he told her to switch places with me and continued to watch the movie.
I wasn't here for the movie I just came for him, he was my movie :) . "bss la6al3een!" wispered Nawary carefully so that her brother won't hear us. That's when I had to go back to reality, oh how much I loath reality, I wish that I could go back to fairytales and fantasies where I am the princess and he is my prince. "Nora ana baroo7 el 7amam bateen ?" " Yalla 2mshay ".
As soon as we were far away from him Nora said " I've seen the way you look at him ;) " " Noroooh !!! ... Does he have a girl friend?" "Not that I know of, no" " I can't finish the movie with him RIGHT THERE !! " " 7abebty if u love him, sit beside him and make a move. " "Kaif ?" "As much as I'm completely disgusted, I'll say this... " Oh my gosh I can't believe this he likes me :$, I am screaming from the inside but I don't want to do this in front of his friends , he'll hate me forever!!
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Chapter 2
Previously
"Save it Yalla ndsh, el film bda2"
Chapter 2
We were lucky enough to find seats, sadly it was at the bottom. Our seats were beside a bunch of guys, there were only our two seats at the end, no space between ours and the guy beside us! Uff shu hal 7ala! I didnt want to sit next to him so I said "5ala9 mb lazm inchoof el film there's always next week 9a7 :) " Nawary was not in the mood cause I forced to come so she replied "La2 enty '3abteeny ad5al fa manshoof el film weather you like it or not, bss ana mb yalsa 3nd ha!!" "Okay fine bss .. 5ala9 walashay "
We made our way to the seats. My bag was open and half of my stuff fell on the floor. OMG fsheela, shu basawee a7en. As I was bending down to pick up my stuff the guy beside me said something I wasn't really foucsed on what he said so stupidly I said " Ha? I mean na3am" with his amazing deep voice he said "Tbain msa3ada ?" "La 3adee mb la..." Before I could finish he grabbed my things and helped me put it back in my bag. I looked at him clearly
"7AMAD?!"
"Save it Yalla ndsh, el film bda2"
Chapter 2
We were lucky enough to find seats, sadly it was at the bottom. Our seats were beside a bunch of guys, there were only our two seats at the end, no space between ours and the guy beside us! Uff shu hal 7ala! I didnt want to sit next to him so I said "5ala9 mb lazm inchoof el film there's always next week 9a7 :) " Nawary was not in the mood cause I forced to come so she replied "La2 enty '3abteeny ad5al fa manshoof el film weather you like it or not, bss ana mb yalsa 3nd ha!!" "Okay fine bss .. 5ala9 walashay "
We made our way to the seats. My bag was open and half of my stuff fell on the floor. OMG fsheela, shu basawee a7en. As I was bending down to pick up my stuff the guy beside me said something I wasn't really foucsed on what he said so stupidly I said " Ha? I mean na3am" with his amazing deep voice he said "Tbain msa3ada ?" "La 3adee mb la..." Before I could finish he grabbed my things and helped me put it back in my bag. I looked at him clearly
"7AMAD?!"
Chapter 1
Chapter 1
"If you ask me how I'm doing I would say I'm doing just fine I would lie and say that you're not on my mind" God how much I hate that song, yet it reminds me of the times I spent with you. 7amad was my lover, life, he was my everything, now I'm nothing to him. All the things he promised me were just a bunch of lies! I went through my song list thinking "he's not worth your time, 5alee yakl 5arah Hal 7mar " I pressed on shuffle, (Payphone by maroon 5) came up. That song always cheers me up "I've wasted my nights You turned out the lights Now I'm paralyzed Still stuck in that time when we called it love" that song always made me strong. "If happy ever after did exist I would still be holding you like this All those fairytales are full of sh*t One more stupid love song I'll be sick" I've didn't have the time to introduce my self, my name is Sara I'm 17 & last year was the most complicated year of my life.
I was a typical sophomore , normal height, brown hair that laid on my shoulders, my eyes I got from my dad are hazel brown. "Yalla Nawary manit25ar 3al film!" I screamd as she was using her BB and walking to the car. " Who are you texting now, Yalla uffff" she got in the car and closed the door. " Mb Ana al7een fsayara 5alna nt7arak!" We got got to DM, it was PACKED. "ya3nee lazm inchoof The Avengers elyom 2w la ba3ad fDM on Friday, Allah y5aleech Saroo 5alna nmsheee klla shabab hnee" I ignored her and checked 7amad's tweet again (@Hamad_A ; who's going to The Avengers at DM today ?) 7amad was Nora's older brother, she knew that I had a huge crush on him but she never said anything. "Y ou're only here 7ag 7amood 9a7?" Nawary asked sarcastically "la2 what makes you think ..." "Save it Yalla ndsh, el film bda2"
"If you ask me how I'm doing I would say I'm doing just fine I would lie and say that you're not on my mind" God how much I hate that song, yet it reminds me of the times I spent with you. 7amad was my lover, life, he was my everything, now I'm nothing to him. All the things he promised me were just a bunch of lies! I went through my song list thinking "he's not worth your time, 5alee yakl 5arah Hal 7mar " I pressed on shuffle, (Payphone by maroon 5) came up. That song always cheers me up "I've wasted my nights You turned out the lights Now I'm paralyzed Still stuck in that time when we called it love" that song always made me strong. "If happy ever after did exist I would still be holding you like this All those fairytales are full of sh*t One more stupid love song I'll be sick" I've didn't have the time to introduce my self, my name is Sara I'm 17 & last year was the most complicated year of my life.
I was a typical sophomore , normal height, brown hair that laid on my shoulders, my eyes I got from my dad are hazel brown. "Yalla Nawary manit25ar 3al film!" I screamd as she was using her BB and walking to the car. " Who are you texting now, Yalla uffff" she got in the car and closed the door. " Mb Ana al7een fsayara 5alna nt7arak!" We got got to DM, it was PACKED. "ya3nee lazm inchoof The Avengers elyom 2w la ba3ad fDM on Friday, Allah y5aleech Saroo 5alna nmsheee klla shabab hnee" I ignored her and checked 7amad's tweet again (@Hamad_A ; who's going to The Avengers at DM today ?) 7amad was Nora's older brother, she knew that I had a huge crush on him but she never said anything. "Y ou're only here 7ag 7amood 9a7?" Nawary asked sarcastically "la2 what makes you think ..." "Save it Yalla ndsh, el film bda2"
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